Life has gone on since I last talked about not being able to find a job in the horse industry. I have given up for now. I will start my own barn and make my own job. I have been at a retail store for a year and left that for a new oportunity at an auto store. I got laid off because of the economy and now I have two jobs lined up. I will be able to choose one here soon and then I will be making money again. I am never going to give up on my dreams and, I am going to make something of myslef. I am going to back to school hopefully next year and get my teaching degree. The days were long and now everything just seems to be flying by. I have a new love in my life, and I am seriously in love with him. I spend as much time as I can with him, and nothing seems enough. We are living together and he is going to ask me to marry him (hopefully soon). I cannot think of anyone but him all day long and all I want is for the time to come when he can come home and be with me. I am also out on my own. I finally got to move away from again, and I can be the adult that I grew into at college.